Adderall
REALLY fucks up my entire mouth my tongue is extremely swollen my lips hurt so bad the gums are horrible everything even the fucking teeth
also it tenses my muscle and makes my entire body sore
kinda makes me a giggly weirdo
enhances paranoia really badly
dehydration goes without saying
very if any sleep
i get extremely crabby
crashing
dependence
change
I SUCK
i just don know
it must be the addict in my fucking mind that encourages me to even ask for one i just like the feeling i get mentally where i am active to focus on a task and correct what ican my productivity increases sooooo much its amazing, ugh i hate to say this but i kinda it keeps my weight at a normal level my drinking has by far decresasedvery rare weed smoking i appreciate quite a few more things and people more sentinmental and able to express that in a certain way
so what the fuck do i do its not like a forever thing but it is so weird that i amclearly able to see the physical side effects and mental and yet still feel very ver very very very tempted to take the second half i have
